Sprinkles on A Sundae

Paling malas menghadapi pertanyaan, "Kapan sidang?", "Kapan lulus?", "Sudah bekerja dimana?", "Mau lanjut S2 dimana?" Kenapa tidak ditanggapi dengan "Wah, selamat ya sudah sarjana!", "Pasti senang sekali, selamat sudah membanggakan keluarga!" Atau ditanggapi dengan berdoa "Semoga segera mendapatkan apa yang kamu inginkan!". Komentar-komentar ini jauh lebih positif, suportif, dan menyenangkan untuk didengarkan. Yang paling menyebalkan, adalah pertanyaan seperti ini "sudah dapat pekerjaan kan?" Kata "kan" nya itu lho, hih. Rasanya ingin menjawab "memangnya anak Ibu setelah lulus langsung dapat pekerjaan?" Yaa yaa, maklumi saja. Mereka tidak tahu perjuangan kita kok. Ngerjain skripsi butuh proses. Ambil data, olah data dan interpretasi butuh proses. Bahkan mengumpulkan niat duduk di depan laptop juga butuh waktu. Otak pun butuh waktu untuk memproses angka dan merangkai kata. Mereka jug...

Halo! Kali ini aku mau cerita tentang pengalaman ikut seleksi ODP Bank Syariah Mandiri. Udah tau kan ODP itu apa? Yaps. ODP itu adalah program rekruitmen (biasanya perbankan yg menggunakan istilah ODP) yang bertujuan untuk mencari calon penerus perusahaan kelak. Jadi, ODP ini nantinya akan diberi pendidikan dulu dan dipersiapkan agar nantinya sudah siap mengambil alih tonggak kepemimpinan. Oke langsung saja ya! Pendaftaran Aku daftar ODP BSM dari Career Day ECC UGM. Daftarnya di web BSM, dikasih barcode gitu sih sama masnya, terus langsung direct ke googleform di website BSM. Nah, malemnya langsung dapet pemberitahuan kalau hari Senin, 6 Maret, akan diadakan Interview Awal. Interview I Di interview awal ini waktu itu ada sekitar 300an peserta, seleksinya dilaksanakan di Grha Mandiri Kotabaru. Interviewnya singkat banget. Ditanya seputar agama sih, lebih ke habluminAllah dan disruh ngaji juga. Kalau yang udah biasa ngaji pasti lancar, yg belum terbiasa sebaiknya latihan...

Have you ever madly in love with someone you think you don't deserve? You think you don't deserve him because you've hurt him before in the past. I've experienced that. It hurts so much. I met this guy few years ago and we dated. But I kinda cheated on him, I mean, I met another guy and then I leave my boy that time. Isn't it cheating? Time flies too fast and as I grow up, I realize that what I did was wrong. He didn't even do anything wrong, he didn't even hurt me bad or did something I hate. But I just left him. Maybe I gave him a trauma because of what I've done. Few years after we broke up, we're still close to each other. He come to me everytime he needs to heal and take a break from his life-without-me. We were so close and somehow made me fell in love again with him. But sadly, after I madly in love again (and I thought he wanted us to be back together, too!), he dated another girl. Hah. And it was happened like twice or thrice if I...

I met this guy. And he's really something. I cannot get over him, or even just ignore him. We like each other, we both comfortable with each other. Maybe I love him, maybe not. Maybe he loves me, maybe not. You may see that we aren't just friend. You may say that we're a couple. But I tell ya, we rarely meet and we never call each other. We never go on a date or do things like what lovers do. Yes, our relationship is just on the phone, not more than that. We don't even know what kind of relationship we had. And I don't even know when and where our fate will bring us. Maybe we need each other but we hold our feelings because maybe we're just being too careful with our heart. But I love our complicated relationship, as long as I hold my feelings, as long as I keep what I feel to you deep inside my heart. But, sometimes, I just cannot hold my feelings and those feelings come up to the air. And if it happens, it hurts. Definitely hurt.